8. Glory of God !

Gurumayi..the task of one man vs a whole rebel universe is even now unimaginable to me..yet I am that..and I am doing that..and I have nearly done that..all through God trains me in His own special ways..

Yet the fact remains that I matured in Spirituality because of you..this is meant by you being my wife of youth..of course in present war mood I can not fully realise about your heart..but to some extent I do..and therefore I wrote you this message to return..if you wish you can come to Delhi and we may discuss all your doubts and questions..but as usual..I am a pauper..and I can only pay for the bus fare to come and meet you..write me on apostleofthegod@gmail.com..or send a message through your TOI devotee Rashmi..or any way you like..and remember God is not a respecter of person/s..Time does not wait for even VIPs..

7. Return Gurumayi !

Gurumayi..God indicated His plan while he made you walk with me for 7 steps..however during the preceding period of war I got disappointed with you because I was fighting all alone..and in anger I divorced you..not knowing that you were under powerful influence of Magicians and Tradition..I regret..this may be forgiven..ignored..Bibles support this..

Further OT Zech sez that I must not be treacherous to my wife of youth..do you get what this means.. ?

6. Know the truths of your guruz..

Did Nityananda not say that it is neither possible to show far less to see the Virat Rupa and that part of Gita is mere a sales gimmick of Vyasa..does that not expose him..secondly the fool got frightened at Navgraha and left his body..went to save earth..can you not see his fear psychosis..

About Muktananda you will know when I write in Smyrna about failure of Gabriel..also know that he was Cano who defiled Eve..that is why he saw naked Eve in meditation..that is why Osho tells that if someone sees a naked woman in meditation he must not fear..know this Gurumayi that Muktananda wanted to become LION..which I am..but he could not become though he tried roaring like lion as Michael tried to fulfill the prophecies..Know this that your Shaktananda rightly recognised presence of Michael because she was the one who touched clothe of JC and was healed..but Quran sez that Allah had allowed him the miracles..and know this that Miracles do not make great persons..Truth does !

5. Don't marry the postman..

Gurumayi recall your message on that Valentine's Day..you ought not to marry the postman..your guruz were mere the postmen to bring the grace of God on earth..having gotten that how many turned up loyal to God..how many failed the test..tells on the inefficience of Brahma..

4. I know more than you do..

The lion you saw chasing you..indicated me..but the lion did not harm you..lion stopped when you started chanting the Siva Mantra..the indication is plain..return to Siva..return to me..read Gita is that 18.66..sarv dharnman parityajya..get rid of Nityananda and Muktananda and Idols and Rutuals..

..you know how I did that..I asked God to pay my dues to gurus..if any..you too can do the same if you hesitate to leave them..tell you what..there is no power in nobody..all is done by God..what matters is that your guruz had deceit in heart..read the very next verse of Gita..there is injunction on Contemptuousness unto God..got it..

Even in your lecture on Love..there was a catch..baki bacha Guru ka Prem..to hypnotise me to Muktananda's slavery..

3. Wildfire in California..

Sorry..I was distracted by news of wildfire in California..when Nityanand was in power you had hold on elements..but alas not now..surely there is a sign for you in this..

Coming back to context..the game plan of Brahma was to put me under you..because it was not possible to kill me..befooling me was the only way..this he had tried with Siva too..by making him Ghar Jamai and then being a silent onlooker when Daksh asked Siva to salute him..

This plan did not work..I was later expelled..same as Siva was expelled from Yagya..

2. Why S recalls Gurumayi ?

Gurumayi..I came to you as a pauper..in fact you had to make food free for all..just to accomodate me for a few dez more..

Yet..I was dumb..frightened..while you knew my past as well as future that I shall change the world..and then I offered to give you a diamond and a ruby..which were brought there by some one in a couple of dez..which you declined saying your diamond is purity..and ruby is your love..

to be continued..